Archive for June, 2008

outside

Posted: June 30, 2008 in All, Blogroll, Life, music

do you ever feel like someone else is taking over you? just not yourself….I think I need to write something on this….but for now, watch this video. I wouldn’t say I’m in love with the song….but I’m really digging the video!

Maybe

Posted: June 26, 2008 in All, Blogroll, Love, MY POEMS

In a time
10, 20, 50
100 years, maybe
You will
Feel what’s in
My heart.
Eagerly
Without fight
Maybe, you will see
In me
What I already see
In you.
That tender place
Between your jaw
And shoulder, you’ll
Lean into
The zing
From my lips.
Maybe
In a time
Past the fear.

just wanted to say…

Posted: June 26, 2008 in All

I’m trying to write again…but struggling. Rather than giving up like before…..I’m looking for my voice.

futile

Posted: June 26, 2008 in All, Blogroll, MY POEMS

clicking, waiting
again
for a sign
of awareness
that will never
come.

undisclosed

Posted: June 26, 2008 in All, Blogroll, Love, MY POEMS

holding the key
she minds the store
without knowing
it exist….

dissonance

Posted: June 26, 2008 in All, Blogroll, MY POEMS

death, the seducer
wantonly
plays me.
luckily
it sucks
at the game of
seduction.

my odd brain…

Posted: June 23, 2008 in All, Blogroll, Life, Thoughts

Do you ever have one of those days where the oddest things cross your mind? It happens to me when I end up with some time on my hands. You would think I could produce some sort of poem or something out of this….but…..it just won’t come. I think I feel overwhelmed. This time of year is tough for me. So, I will share my thoughts from today with you.

Today, these are some things that crossed my mind.

When I look at the sunny side of life, my eyes water.

Why do spiders not get stuck in their own web?

Why do things that have not been used for awhile have more problems than the things that are used often?

How come when I drink coffee right before bed (which is often), it helps me to sleep better….but when I drink it in the morning, it wakes me up?

I wonder why I can sit and stare at the wall for hours daydreaming without noticing the passing of time, but it feels like days while watching a pot of water come to a boil.

If life begins at 40, why in the hell am I trying so hard now?

We fall in love….but when it ends, wouldn’t it be nice if we could rise out of it?

If a man won a million dollars, and decided to give half of it away… and told the person he gave the money to, to give half away, and the next person give half away, and the next until there was only a penny left….. does the gift of the penny have any less value than the gift of half a million?

okay….I think that’s enough oddity for today! if you have an answer to any of these, or want to share your own….I’d love to hear it!